Sunday, 7 December 2014

Moral Letter (La lettre a moi)

Preface 


   This letter (a moral letter) was actually written to myself on 15th of Sept 2013. The very first reason why it was written was to face the dilemma  and over the problem which was so intense that very existence of it was unaware. I was drawn to addition of porn and I was not aware of it. Over that viewing and masturbating  is not wrong. I am even now not at all against them, they are good but the problem was me drawn intensely towards it.
   Hence one day out of introspection, on the mentioned day I wrote this letter and I, in course of time got to get acquainted with it. 


The letter (La lettre)

  I am very happy because you are reading this, knowing that it will have some effect on your condition. Dilemma, you are in, which is to say to go for it, is basically because you feel, that it gives happiness and on the other hand you know it is wrong or you have decided not to. Let me give you picture of two things.
    (fig)
  The figure shows, how happiness can be achieved by two means, good (-), bad (+).  Yet  I am not asking to be bias, showing you what the things are.
  Let me also remind you that you regret every time when you use bad things. The pints you should know about bad things are;

  1. It gives you peak of pleasure.
  2. Momentary, very short duration.
  3. You regret it later.
  4. Disturbs your mental and internal balance.
  5. Deface your glow, stamina and thinking calibre.
  6. Consume time and harms you by not letting other things to do.
  7. More you do or more you prevent more stronger it would urge you to do.
   The means to come out is get out of the environment first. These are the procedure;
  1. Exhale, don't inhale. You really die for the air.
  2. Move out of the environment. Example, take this goal letter and read.
  3. Imagine the path of goal and follow, live in that dream.
  4. Come back and listen to slokas or classical music.
  5. Picture your role model or a live model and think what he would be doing in your shoes.
  6. If persisted go and wash your face and sing the song/ slokas a loud.
  7. If still persisted, go for bath and follow any of the mentioned activities, 
  • Meditate
  • Translate anything (hind scripts to english)
  • Recite the recorded slokas.
  • Be nude and sleep/ (I don't want to make my bed dirty, hence staying nude after bath)
    8.  If it is still persisted, go and get someone involved.
    9.  If still persisted, seek a counsellor  to aid you.

  From this you can make out how big is the problem. Some infatuation would cloud your decisions. These are,
  • It gives pleasure
  • It would go soon, if once done.
  • It have been very long.
  • It won't allow to do anything else.
  • It is not a temptation. 
Be aware of such things!
   Remember, if it weren't bad, you won't be having problem to oppose it. Just oppose it and see it, yourself. And important thing don't do it as an solution for you being upset/ depressed. Or for that matter, as in intoxicated state, experimental moves etc. These are another face of ghost.


   Take care.
"God always resides in you"